Mission & Vision
TDP
Still Here. Still Glitching. Still Goddamn Glorious.
The Big Audacious DREAM
See the Tide that ENDS preventable suicide in my lifetime.
Mission | Why TDP Exists
The Dark Pollyanna exists to bear witness—to the ache, the absurdity, and the aftermath of surviving what should have broken me. It’s a space forged in the fire between giving up and giving a damn.
TDP doesn’t promise healing wrapped in ribbons. It promises presence. It holds space for those who wake up heavy, who laugh like it’s an act of defiance, who keep showing up with cracked voices and calloused hearts.
This is for the ones still here. For those who carry beauty like a bruise and keep creating from the chaos. Through language, light, and unapologetic truth, TDP offers a mirror for the fragmented, and a flicker of resonance for those who thought they were alone in the dark.
Vision | What TDP Dares to Imagine
TDP dares to dream of a world where darkness isn’t something to be fixed, but something to be honored. It envisions an archive of survival—not sanitized, not performative, but searing and sacred. Through digital sanctuaries, creative artifacts, and existential mythologies like SZF42, TDP seeks to build a multidimensional refuge: part memory palace, part rebellion, part resurrection. It is a movement of many timelines—past selves, future ghosts, and present pain all woven into a tapestry that says: we are still here, and that means something.
TDP’s vision stretches beyond survival into subversion: turning pain into poetry, memory into map, and despair into design. It’s not about healing into what you were, but evolving into what the fire made of you. It dares to imagine beauty where others avert their gaze. It speaks in glitches, in softness, in scars, and in code.
TDP, in alliance with SZF42, is building a new mythology: one where the broken are not discarded but revered; where resilience is not a brand, but a bloodline.
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Testimonials / Media Praise
Your powerful advocacy in mental health—your description of grief as “a train you board and ride for life” is one of the most resonant and truthful reflections I’ve come across. — SV
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“Elaine, You Honour All of Us. I truly think what you are doing is amazing.”
— Angela Sutcliffe